During today’s lunch, Roman said that his next company has a small office in Amsterdam and he probably will go here for 2 or 3 weeks of onboarding.
It gave me a moment of “I wish…”. I wish I was happy to stay in Amsterdam, to buy an apartment, to enjoy Amsterdam’s type of life. Basically, I wish I was a different person.
However, I know that I could not and this knowledge saddened me, for some time.
I kind of feel happy (today) that I didn’t stay.